Perfect Luv!

Perfect Love is not Receiving,
It is Giving and Forgiving.

Perfect Love is not Red Roses on Valentine's Day,
It is the rest of the 364 days of knowing:You Love Someone.

Perfect Love is not Phone Calls and Stolen Kisses,
It is the Silent Smiles in memory of your Sweetheart.

Perfect Love is not a Grand Wedding,
But spending a Lifetime Together.

Perfect Love is not Fight-Kiss-and-Make-up,
It is Loving the One who annoys the hell out of You.

It's my brother's family... Kak Liza his wife, Wani the 1st daughter and Bella the 2nd..

Wani, Bella and Sofea..

Bella is sooo cute..Sofea loves her so much..

New spectacle!!

I didn't plan to get me a new specs. But since 2008 is going to end soon and I don't wanna waste the money allocated by my company for this year.. I bought myself a new pair of spectacles.. here you go..
I wanna try the white color and frame less type.. My previous specs was...

It cost me RM 550.00. However, I'll get Karen to sign the claim form tomorrow..So I can get back my money early next month.. yeeaaahaaaaa...

wall panel

I need to find a way on how to create my own wall panels for the living room. I found these link are helpful Bella Dia and How about the Orange..

If only you could see into me...

You think I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave down when your down on your knees?
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong
I...ohhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

oh, when your cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling I'll bring you home

If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when your down on your kness
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong
I..., ohhhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

Oh when your cold
I'll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I'l be there by your side baby

Wedding

Last Saturday, I went to my cousins wedding, Khairul Anuar and his step brother, also Khairul

Anuar & Ezy Nor and me.




This is Anuar's step brother, Khairul and his wife Syafiqah.

Pictures of you.

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel

Remembering you standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close
How I always held close in your fear

Remembering you running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage to let it all go

Remembering you fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white so delicate lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark

Remembering you how you used to be slow drowned
You were angels so much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes but I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you

Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart my pictures of you

There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart all my pictures of you

~The Cure~

Transfer

I'm going to be transfer from Molding DHR to Lens Quality Lab officially on 15 Dec 2008. I'll be reporting to Nizamil and my new place will be @ the compliance office. I take it as appreciation for me being chosen to be part of the compliance team in the company.

Actually, I was started my duty here @ CVJ on 22 Oct 2007 and it's a year and 2 months I've been with CVJ. At that time I was assigned to do the DHR reviewing for molding production. These are the molding associates with all the outstanding trainers from JCM ( Johns Creek Manufacturing ) Atlanta, GA.

Sorry for the blurred pic, but this is the only pic that I have.. I still remember some of them like PJ, Kirk, Dwight, Stanley, Jarrad, Trung, Hot momma Connie and who else?? I don't remember.. However for my friends like Rina, Fazly, Geetha, Irwan, Hisham, Zul and Sue are no longer with us. They have moved to other company and better pay must be the reason.. Of cause la...

So, back to my new job which I don't know the title yet, seems like there are lots of things to discover.. I'll be doing the investigation job, setting up a new database for lens defecs and many much more to do.. and of cause much more responsibility on me.. I'll give my best and meet the KPI target..

Good luck, linDa!!!

Learning stage

I believe that there is never too late to learn and I also believe that learning won't have the ending. As for now, I wish I could learn ARABIC. I used to learn Arabic during the primary school , but it was just for the sake of passing the exam. ~ The exam oriented Malaysian student!! And I didn't get anything from that, dowh!!

Yeah.. I can always open my new Arabic book from now on.. Any body have any idea on how to start the basic of Arabic??

customer complain..dowh!!!

I came back too late tonight. Suppose to be 6pm but dragged until 10pm. Tired and sleepy.. At that time I missed my bed..uhhh.... BUT!!! Remember!! I have goal in my life. So, I won't regret for everything that I've done tonight! Gambate!!!!
I finished the customer complain around 9:30pm and when I came back to my desk, I realized that I haven't update the presentation slide for tomorrow!!! waaaaaa... Don't worry, babe.. Life is too short for you to bring the works back home.. Leave it there.. Tomorrow never dies!! =)

I received a lot of SMS today from my hubby.. all of them are about the action he wants to take to end our crisis. I will still keep my words. I told him what I want and that's it. I won't regret! I won't compromise anymore. You can do whatever you want, but you have to remember, I also have the right.
Enough for that. I don't want to think too much about it anymore.


At work, we had our First CVJ CPD (Community Partnership Day) somewhere around April. Just wanna share the design of the t-shirt for the year 2008. This is the back side of the t-shirt.

"PEOPLE FOR PEOPLE!!"

And the front side..

We went to Rumah Anak Yatim Barkat, Johor Bahru or Rumah Barkat Orphanage. We went there to clean and paint their playground and classrooms. See...everybody are happy..

=)

Live in Love

it's hard to believe
in much of any thing these days
when every thing falls
all around you what can you say
when all of the words
that float so easily just won't come
it's hard to believe
that my whole body can feel this numb

just try to remember

been twirling my hair
that same habit you know that i have
when i close my eyes
this whole situation just seems so bad
but still got a memory
and these pictures of you will never leave my side
and lord knows i'm hurting
but every one knows it hurts to say goodbye

it's just the one thing i've been having the most trouble with
is when i try my best you know i do to just describe
the way that when you looked at me it's like it's heaven sent
and those most beautiful eyes...

and i've been waking at night beside this nervous tick
cause i just don't know if it's possible to get through this
and it's just me and all of your best friends they're by my side
they're trying oh so hard to wipe these tears of off my eyes

just try to remember

just how it felt
just how it felt

i find it hard to believe
that you were taken from me
and all of your family
it doesn't make sense
how all these pictures and frames
makes it hard to explain
the way that it rains
it's you crying
so i'll hold on to believes
that one day well be at peace
and when you look down on me
you know i'm trying
just to show the whole work how amazing you are
and when i see all those stars i know your shining

The Responsibility

Through reading, I've learn a lot. Just now, I read about a husband and wife responsibility towards their marriage in Islamic perspective. It's a brief but informative article. Basically, it's about women in Islam. Feel free to go through these link..

http://www.islamicvoice.com/january.2000/women.htm
- about the sharing of work between husband and wife.
"Someone may ask at this point: Who is then to do the housework? The answer is twofold: If we are speaking strictly from the points of view of rights and duties, it is not the duty of the woman to do the housework in her husband’s home. If he wants that work done, he has to see to it that it is done. Life is not all about rights and duties. There is much more in the marital relationship than duties and rights. There is what Islam terms “companionship based on goodwill”. It is under this heading that he duties and responsibilities of the family are divided between the husband and wife. When we ask for guidelines on this particular point, they are readily available."... and lots more inside..

http://www.e-bacaan.com/emailc33.htm
- Jadi, tak ada gunanya kita mencari keredaan makhluk. Cukuplah Allah bagi kita. Lagi pun tiap-tiap kali sembahyang kita mengaku “Sesungguhnya solatku, ibadatku, hidupku, matiku adalah unuk Allah Tuhan sekelian alam. Tidak ada sekutu bagiNya....”.. part of the content (In Malay)

http://bawangorengnet.blogspot.com/2008/11/syurga-di-tapak-kaki.html
- another Malay article.. Very easy to understand.
"Beberapa hari ini dalam minggu ini, di grup yang saya sertai 'bising' dengan perbincangan satu klausa yang julung-julung kalinya saya dengar, iaitu, "syurga isteri di bawah tapak kaki suami". Tergelak saya baca kenyataan yang pada kiraan saya tidak berasas sama sekali. Rata-rata, lelaki (yang sudah bergelar suami) sangat taksub mempertahankan ayat ini walaupun GAGAL memberikan dalil/nas/hadis yang berkaitan dengannya. Saya pula tidak mungkin terpedaya dengan ayat ini kerana bagi saya, apa ke JADAHNYA syurga isteri di tapak kaki suami?"

December is coming!!

That means.. 2008 is about to end.

I went to Gelang Patah police station today. To report about my lost passport. Seems like I need to take a day off next week to go to the Immigration department and get my replacement passport. Why a day? Do you really need the whole day for that? Yup! I need to go back to my kampung to take my birth certificate (part of the requirement for replacement) and get the signature of the Commissioner of Oath which I don't know where to get. Nev mind, I'll get my assistant to help me on this!

It's a stressful weekend for me. Jiro (the quality person from CVKK, Japan) is coming next week. I have 1 assignment to present to him. Allan my boss is on leave. So, I'll be alone.. Nev mind girl.. take it easy.. It's part of your responsibility. Be professional and this is the right time to know your true ability. Rite??

I have this ichiness @ my troat since last 2 days. I don't know what cause it and it sooo annoying. Huh!! Better get something to cure it girl! before it's too late or you'll regret.. ;)

This morning I went to Pak Razak's house (my neighbour when I was staying @ Kampung Pekajang). I got a new plant for my collection. It's Pandanus.. here's the picture... It's a mini pandanus..

Hitz.fm

Listening to JJ and Rudy from Hitz.fm every morning makes me happy. They are the true entertainers in some point. I won't miss the 'GOTCHA' call they made. Sometimes irritating but mostly entertaining.. Love them. Hitz.fm is the NO. 1 English radio in Malaysia!!

Unavoidable!

There have been so many things I've learn in life which I feel like sharing just because I have to learn it in a hard way. Yeah.. there are some lesson in life ought to be learning by self and neither parents nor teacher will always be there to guide you. huuuu....

All I can say that there's no turning back and it's UNAVOIDABLE!!

Be calm, patient and tawakkal. Allah is always there for you.

Tanjung Kupang

I went out about 07:00am after breakfast and realize that it was still early. Yeah.. Sunday morning.. I'd like to see the progress of my new apartment. Here are some pics that I took this morning. I went to my 'under construction' apartment located @ Seri Mengkuang, Gelang Patah Johor. It's about 7km from the Port of Tanjung Pelepas and also 7km to Gelang Patah. It's a 4 storey apartment and mine is @ Block C1 level 3. Enough for now. I'm going to my kampung @ Pontian. Daaaa.....

Madagascar 2

I watched Madagascar 2: Escape 2 Africa last night. They was so cute and modernized animals. I like all the penguins especially Skipper and his doll. And I hate Julian.. He thinks he's clever???!!

Tulips

Here's the picture of tulips that I won't forget.. for the rest of my life.. Wanna know why? Because it was the background picture of the label on the bottle of drinking water that I designed for my wedding last year. I spent the whole day to make sure the label is perfect. I did it!!
I love it for its pure, clean and fresh looks.

saturday again!

I woke up too early today. Maybe because I got enough sleep last night. Get my car washed and clean the lawn. It looks better now. huh.. But it would be best if I could plant some flower there.. Good idea.. yeah.. let's find some next week.
I couldn't find the little kitten that came to our house yesterday. He was so cute and homeless. Emi gave him some milk and went off when he's full.
I was thinking of going out for a little walk like I used to do every weekend with my sister, Ina. Never mind, let's ask Emi later..

h0lla...

let's start over..and forget the past.
I just don't believe that this is my 3rd blog. Well, you know.. It was just the matter of time.

GAMBATE!!